dapswaps decides to die.

bente

2009-06-01T03:59:00.000+08:00

ngayon ako ay bente na. nakakalungkot dahil tapos na ang maliligayang araw ko bilang isang teenager. ang sarap pa naman maging teenager, minsan pakiramdam mo pag-aari mo ang mundo. at walang masyadong magagalit sayo, kasi likas sayo ang pagrerebelde. pagrerebolusyon.saktong panahon din para makaboto na. nung huling eleksyon kase, dise-syete lang ako. atat na atat pa naman ako nung bumoto kaya

pakiusap

2009-05-29T03:21:00.002+08:00

please.pakiingatan lang po.please.importante.

insekta

2009-05-29T03:17:00.002+08:00

nilalangaw na.ang lahat sa 'ken, nilalangaw na. ang utak ko, kamay, buhok. buti na lang may natitira pang mata. at mga paa.wala na 'kong pag-asa. ganto na 'ko: isang tipak ng tae. kung kelan naman magbe-bente anyos na. saka pa.

labing-limang latak ng utak.

2009-04-21T04:29:00.004+08:00

1. hindi mo pala dapat pinipilit makalimot. kung nakakaalala ka pa rin kahit ayaw mo na, hayaan mo lang. lilipas rin yan. darating ang panahon na hindi mo namamalayan, wala ka na palang iniisip. wala ka nang problema. 2. hindi mo pala dapat talaga pini-please ang lahat ng tao. matuto ka rin magalit at kumontra. hindi habambuhay bata ka na tanggap lang nang tanggap sa mga sinasabi nila. subukan

kay pao, RN

2009-04-12T03:43:00.003+08:00

alam mo, pao, pambihira ka rin, no? wala na nga akong maisulat dito, nagtyatyaga ka pa ring magbasa. tagung-tago na nga ako, alam mo pa rin kung san ako hahanapin. madaya ka lang dahil ikaw ang unang nakakita sa 'ken, dahil kung ako ang naunang nakakita sayo, ikaw ang idol, hindi ako.akala ko lahat ng lalake salot sa mundo. hahaha. hindi pala.sayang. hindi tayo naging magkaklase nung college

kiss me or i'll sleep forever

2009-03-26T07:00:00.004+08:00

suddenly i have turned into an evil witch who wants to destroy a happy ending.the mr. pogi smilethe low-tone voicethe friendliest approachthe atmospherethe wet hairthey're all to blame. they should break up soon. so, you know, i can take over. him and me, we'll make a good match.i never thought i'd like him this much.

si aldus

2009-03-21T06:07:00.005+08:00

hindi na 'ko marunong magsulat. nakakainis. lalo na pag english, hindi ko na kaya makatapos ng isang buong disenteng article. gaya nung sa final set ng eheads. binalak kong gawan ng engradeng article yun eh. tipong pang-mag o kaya dyaryo. kaso, nakaka-isang paragraph pa lang ako, nakita ko na 'to:http://www.pulse.ph/ht/sc/listomania/id/241shet ang galing, sabi ko. kaya hindi ko na tinuloy.kung

around the world in eighty days

2009-03-18T03:55:00.002+08:00

by jules verne. i started reading it about two days ago. it's one of those books i bought in college, this pile of books i kept buying on sales but never seriously read through. i remembered having seen the movie, not the full of it, but it brought me back the giggling interest i had when i decided buying the book. now, i'm on page 27, chapter 9. and stuck.i don't think i'll finish it till next

the chronicles of Chris Beattie.

2009-03-18T02:12:00.005+08:00

chapter 1i first saw tom emerging from the parking lot area, and somehow i wished ---to some extent i was sure--- that chris was with him. i never looked back to check, but i was in full hope to see them covering the aisles of the tower lobby together. chris, if i'm not entirely mistaken, is the head trainer of the call center UK track. he's tall, with remarkably stunning features and nice---

kiko film fest

2009-03-15T19:26:00.002+08:00

Friday night. April 3. Sit with friends on chairs by tables or on the sidewalk by shops of Cubao X. Films, music videos, interviews, VJ guestings, out takes, raw footage, hosting stints, photos etc of Francis M will loop the night as we raise our glasses to cheer the life and work of our friend. *feel free to bring flash drives, iPod videos, DVDs, CDs of anything you'd like to share audio, visual

m., francis

2009-03-11T01:12:00.006+08:00

bubuhayin ka ng mundo,alam ko.dahil kitang-kitamahal ka ng pinoy.erap, imelda, kaibigan, pamilyafans.at masa.batang-bata ka pa rinkung tutuusinat hindi lang yun dahil sa mukha, o sa hilig, o sa tindi ng damdamin mo para sa taosiguro ngamalayu-layo na rin ang narating mo ----yung tipo ng layo na ayus lang kahit hindi mo na madagdaganpara tumigil.tumigil nang hindi sumusuko.sa puntong 'tonatapos

overdrive

2009-03-10T03:32:00.004+08:00

wala nang tatalo sa pakiramdam na yun. panghabambuhay na. tinalo na lahat ng UP fairs o kung anu-ano pang concerts na pinuntahan ko. wala akong pakialam kahit napagod ako o napuyat o nawalan ng bait sa sarili. nanlalagkit, napapa-hikab minsan, naninikip ang singit sa siksikan. sa matinding gutom at uhaw at init. at kahit masakit na ang buong binti at paa, walang patid pa rin sa pagtalon pag may

liwanag sa dilim

2009-03-07T02:58:00.002+08:00

ang ganda nya. nag-uumapaw sa kulay ang pisngi nya kanina. siguro sa ganitong oras talaga sya sumasabog sa ganda. hindi sa gabi. parang yung araw. mas nakakaaliw tingnan pag palubog kesa pag pasikat pa lang. mahilig kasi ako magtago sa sikat ng araw.sa ganda ng mukha nya muntik na 'kong matulala. sa bus. basta ang naalala ko, nakitingin ako sa pinakamalayong distansyang maabot ng mata ko, kung

ang huling el bimbo

2009-03-06T03:57:00.003+08:00

sa wakas. makikita ko na rin ang eraserheads nang buo. sa iisang stage. dala ang nag-iisa nilang legacy. ngayon na. buti na lang naging two nights ang one-night only reunion concert nila. dati nabasa ko sa dyaryo:"ely, don't you dare die on us"tama. wag muna. kahit sino sa inyo. please. wag muna. *maririnig ko na ang "huling el bimbo" nang live! shet!*

all evil on earth and elsewhere

2009-03-06T03:43:00.004+08:00

ang tagal ng lecheng team buliding namin. [outing ng team sa call center.] yun na lang naman hinihintay ko eh. since wala ng anniv party dahil sa recession at kung anu-ano pa, yun na lang ang experience na hindi ko pwedeng palampasin. kahit may issues sa team, na mostly hindi naman importante. magaling ang team ko. mahirap lang talaga makisama minsan. sa ilan.ang hirap.pero hindi dapat

flashback whatsoever

2009-03-06T03:18:00.004+08:00

Thursday, December 20, 2007time-framed1. graduate on time2. be a registered nurse3. be a competent nurse4. have my hair [and self] fixed5. confront "him" and let all the emotions go6. be a call center agent. customer care specialist, preferably7. have a youngblood article publishedthese are the sacred things i shall fulfill within a year or less. otherwise, i might have to be reincarnated.sapul

all we need is love.

2009-02-16T00:30:00.003+08:00

i see flowers. they're everywhere. bunches of them harming my feet. roses with long stems, more specifically, wrapped in abaca-like cloth or lengthy sexy, boxes. the type you see in proms and debuts. the teenager type.fortunately, i'm not seeing chocolates or anything heart-shaped. just flowers. at the office i saw men handing their flower bouquets to 'kiliging' girls. how sweet. also, how

world smiley day :)

2009-02-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

pretty girls are the ones who know how to smile. like they can take out all the problems of the earth just by smiling. one, two, three. that simple. then flash.good-looking, attractive guys on the other hand, are those who, umm--- let me think--- i can't say the same principle applies to men. there were only a few couple of men on earth whom i know possess striking smiles. take my officemate for

nostalgia

2009-02-15T23:38:00.009+08:00

i was leafing through the friendster pictures of some of my college friends, bumped into cess's profile and, unthinkably, found these. [Capping and Pinning ceremony at the Manila Cathedral, Aug 2006]i was relieved for some reason--- "at peace" might be the more appropriate term for that feeeling. it made me think of what we used to do way back and the unimaginable things i can't believe we have

at random

2009-02-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

1. i'm hungry.2. i want to see janji naling.3. i want to go to work, but just the thought of talking to know-it-all callers makes me want to puke already.4. i want to eat leche flan.5. i'm helpless, for some terrible reason. the fact that i'm miserable though is another case of junk.6. i want to go to UP Fair. again and again. and again. maybe even if i were on the other side of the world.7. i

ang sarap dito

2009-02-11T21:42:00.005+08:00

ito ang buhay na hindi ko kayang talikuran. sa ngayon. ayokong magsisi pagdating ng araw. ayokong manghinayang sa pagkakataon. sa panahon na pwede akong maging masaya. dahil alam kong hindi 'to habambuhay.may natutunan ako kagabi sa fair, tsaka nung isang araw habang nanonood ako ng season 2 ng grey's anatomy. hindi dapat ganito kahirap ang buhay, kaya dapat maging masaya ka. pag kaya mong maging

isang linggong pinag-ipunan, isang taong inabangan

2009-02-11T20:04:00.017+08:00

kaya sinulit ko lahat ng pagkakataon para tumalon, sumigaw, magmura, magwala, makipagbungguan sa taong hindi ko kilala, tumili hanggang mapunit ang lalamunan, lumandi at maging maharot, maglikot, magpakabaliw at mawalan ng tino at kahihiyan sa sarili.nang hindi naglalasing.mas matindi pa ang tama kesa sa red horse, san mig o vodka, etc.pagdating namin zelle na. first time. hindi ko alam kung

all men are crap except for him and mong.

2009-02-09T20:53:00.005+08:00

eto lang ah. hindi ako mahilig sa Filipino films -- well, kahit naman foreign films hindi rin ako masyadong mahilig --- pero papanoorin ko talaga 'to. dati pinapanoood ko lang pag pinoy films eh yung indies. pero pag sya na yung involved, ibang usapan na.hindi rin ako mahilig sa teleserye, pero dahil sa kanya, pinanood ko yung maging sino ka man kahit hindi ko trip panoorin si bea alonzo. yung it

fire in the hole.

2009-02-09T20:32:00.003+08:00

grabe. yoko na. yoko na mag-self pity. araw-araw na lang. puro na lang negative. well, at least na-approve ang leave ko, kaya libreng-libre ako para sa UP fair. sinakto ko talaga eh. para makagawa naman ako ng ibang mas productive na bagay kesa sa pagko-calls. [naalala ko: punyetang caller di pa alam kung anung hinahanap. hay. badtrip]. kahit directory assistance lang kame, langya, ang hirap

UP Fair 2009

2009-02-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

February 9-146:00 pm U.P. Diliman University Student Council presents The U.P. Fair, the week-long event held at the Sunken Garden… featuring concerts, shows, fair booths, bazaars and other gimmicks. Students and friends of the University of the Philippines Diliman, and non-UP students. February 9 - EUFAIRIA by Delta Pi OmicronSorority and Indios